I'm just feeling frustrated with... I don't really know what. I would like to point fingers at my TA, but seriously I think I am having a problem.

I am having serious problem with the critique of my music piece...

I want to snap out of this, but whenever I start thinking of my essay, I begin to panic.

Why? Why why?

Sigh...

exams to go

Exams, exams, exams, but curiously, I don't feel as stressed out as I usually do in Singapore. Is it a new culture of play here, or is it that the exams account for only 40% of my total? I don't know.

Math and my thesis...

The View outside

Look outside. It's getting colder.

yet another B. Thankfully this is a B+. Hope i improve...

Let go.

How do you do a 45-minute Bio paper worth 100 marks? I couldn't. I think I'm done for.

=(

List of Frustration

• Using three days doing nothing but coming up with my draft, of which 4 hours was used on writing the actual thesis
  
  
• Not sleeping as a result of the essay
  
  
• My Language and Human professor called me a "Native Chinese Speaker". har har
  
  
• Looking at calligraphy and laughing at it in class, with my professor subtly fuming at my irreverence. Am I going crazy?
  
  
• Me getting back my Art History essay tomorrow
  
  
• My convoluted Math teacher who taught integration by parts without teaching LIATE
  
  
• The so elusive help I require for my Math test. I made a trip to the library to find a Math Tutor, only to hear from her that the integral of sinx is cos x... yes, you also insulted me by telling me Si(x) can be integrated...
  
  
• My midterm Math exam is tomorrow and I haven started studying. And I still don't understand limits. EXAM...
  
  
• What am I doing here online?

I still won't be online. Work is crazy. Essays are calling me. Midterm for Biology is next week too! Then there's homework...